Hello beautiful beings, I hope that you are beginning to burn more brightly at this time of resurrection and meaningful change! While the past few weeks may have felt hard, tiring, difficult, or confusing, it feels that we are reaching a culmination point, where the shifts are bringing forth something new within us.

As I meditated this morning, the word that kept coming through, louder and louder, was Radiance. And it feels as though it is time to more deeply understand what that means for each of us, individually.

When I feel into that idea, I see fire, light, expansion. The darkness begins to withdraw, and what has been under shadow can either finish, and/or new inspiration can emerge.

Over the past few years, many of us have seemed to dim. We have withdrawn into ourselves to do some deep work, to end old patterns, to examine the conditioning and what has been perceived as normal or accepted. This time of stillness has served a purpose, but it is coming to an end. It is time...

During the lockdowns, the disruption to social life, the massive changes we had to face, I was actually ok. Like many, I spent more time meditating, decorating my house, connecting with family and friends back home. I wanted to be out with friends, traveling, creating new experiences and memories, but I found that, for the most part, I could find other ways to explore (meditation, reading, writing, etc).

But what I did find truly difficult was the feeling that my work, my Purpose, had been derailed.

I'd spent years building momentum around my healing practice, crafting regular events for people in Scotland and around the world to join in. I'd put my heart and soul into structuring my time and energy so that everything was in flow. And life was pretty great!

Once that was disrupted, I still felt optimistic that I could just go back to the way things were, and that what had worked before would work again. 

It didn't.

The past few years have provided time and space for...

As we approach the second eclipse of the season, I wanted to share what is happening energetically, to bring some awareness, and help you to harness the power and potential of this portal. The themes at play focus on the Sun (deeper Soul identity, who you really are), the Moon (releasing old emotional baggage about your humanity and human experience), Chiron (your deepest, most defining wounds), all meeting in Aries (the purist aspects of You, pre-ego and conditioning, that remembers and understands your purpose in this lifetime). So what does this mean for you?

In short, some of our karmic, cycling wounds are showing up in a big way, so that we can definitively heal the pain, gain the wisdom, and apply it to living our Purpose.

Yes, this could be a pivotal point in your life. Yes, you can change your trajectory. Yes, you can step into a new paradigm.

When I talk about the Chiron Wounds, I am referring to the patterns and reactions that play out over and over again....

I woke up this morning in the middle of the dream, with the repeating message - Alter the Alchemy, and Change the Outcome.

It kept running through my head, over and over again, a new mantra, a new understanding. As I sat to meditate with the message, I was given a new knowing of creativity and creation, and what is required...

We are chemistry, minerals and mixtures, all that is within us is responding and reacting with whatever is introduced or removed. We are a mixture of emotion, perspective, choices and words. And each of these is made of vibration that either draws in or repels what the universe has to offer.

We spend so much time striving, working so hard, confused about why things are happening, or why we feel denied. We feel surprised or confused about what is happening within or around us. So let's break it all down and simplify...

If you see yourself as a culmination of all that is within you, parts that create the whole, you can start to examine whether the...

I spent some time this morning meditating on the message for today. I was given the word Failure.

The idea of failure can invoke a myriad of memories, feelings, and reactions in each of us, spanning our lifetimes, often triggering judgement or shame. When I looked up the meaning of the word, it simply means a lack of success. And so then I began to question the polarity of Failure to Success, whether it is a binary yes or no for either, and really, whether its all in our perspective and subject to filters of belief. Its been an interesting morning!

Over the past few weeks, I have been 'measuring' success and failure in my own life, questioning big choices over time, and attempting to reconcile my doubts and self-criticism around the path that I have chosen. And so much of what I perceive about that path and those decisions, I have been weighing against whether they result in Failure or Success.

And I have decided that this is a pretty terrible way to view your life.

The binary,...

Hello beautiful beings, I hope that you are feeling the benefits of yesterday's Pisces New Moon, AND the beginning of Eclipse Season! The energy of change is palpable, you can feel it around you, and within. This is such a powerful time to focus on your healing, growth, and potential for change.

But first...

It may feel easy to get excited about the end result, the outcome you desire, the prize at the end of the journey. But when we consider what it takes to get there, we can feel daunted by the journey itself.

The journey of change (not TO change), is one that requires courage, a willingness to face our fears, and to surrender the inner conflicts and judgements that are preventing the outcomes we seek.

It is a moving process, a cycle of endings before the beginnings, and time within the liminal, where we may not have all of the answers, direction, support, or fulfillment that we believe would comfort us, or keep us 'safe' along the way.

If we place all of the reward at the end...

I've kept the image below saved on my computer for the past few years, as a reminder to pay attention to what I attract. And as we approach International Women's Day (8 March), I feel called to consider the members of my Tribe, and the common resonance that brings us together.

I have always had eclectic taste, I don't tend to 'stay in my lane'. I was the little girl who wore dresses, but also played kickball with the boys. I can appreciate most genres of music and film, and find it difficult of have a favourite anything (a Top 5 is about the best I can do, and it will likely change within a week). The fluidity of taste, identity, influences has sometimes been a little confusing, with some difficulty in identifying what it is that I really resonate with... But I now understand that it has also been expansive, freeing, and nourishing in ways I can't fully articulate.

I spent some time this morning, meditating on the common themes and threads within my...

What do your words show you about yourself?

I had the great privilege of speaking at the Dundee Goddess Gathering event over the weekend, and was reminded of the consciousness within language, words, and communication.

The specific words and phrases we choose to speak reflect what we believe. They can show us our deepest doubts and fears, but also our strengths and areas of growth.

When we really pay attention to the specific words we are choosing in any moment, we can become more aware of the patterns we are still looping within, unconsciously creating the same scenarios again and again. And when we become more aware of the pattern, and start to act in different ways, the story and the language around it evolves too.

A lot of emphasis is put upon the power of language. The word Abracadabra means 'I will create as I speak'. But I wonder if it is less about the power of the speech, and more about what those words reflect more deeply from within. If there...

What could evolve in your Experience, if you witnessed from Soul perspective?

I have been meditating a lot lately on the complexity of Being - allowing my human mind to perceive what is present in this vibration, but also to expand and include higher awarenesses of the bigger life journey, direction, cause and effect, and the deeper meaning involved. Some days, I struggle with this. But on other days, I see the moving parts working in rhythm, I can feel the flow of life around and through me, and the way that time and space provide a way for my life to unfold in interesting and often miraculous ways.

I also find that I can quickly, temporarily, forget about this beautiful rhyme and reason when the circumstances of life invoke specific reactions within me.

When I feel overwhelmed by the noise of life, another's pain, the conflict around me, I forget that this is simply an opportunity to notice this within me, and resolve that energy, so that I can live more...

Over the past few months, I have been learning a lot, sometimes gracefully, with an open mind and heart. But also through addressing the more shadowy aspects of my personality - my occasional stubbornness, the mistrust that surfaces when I feel I'm all on my own, the seemingly crushing anxiousness that comes when I feel there are no other options to be found.

Over the past 6 months, I've been pushing for solutions that I have been meditating on for over a year. The asking and openness began to harden into demands. And I realised that my energy changed into anger and blame, because I believed that one option was the only viable way. I felt worn down and exhausted over spending so much time trying to make something happen when I wanted it to.

I finally got to the point that I understood that option A was just a single option, and that there are in fact many others. 

And the bigger realisation was that option A probably isn't even the best option. It was just the only...